Told ya I’m really bad with titles didn’t I. Well, I didn’t expect myself to be blogging on this issue again but what can be an even more suitable title?
Let’s Begin.
Life being clueless suck. The only motive of my day today is to have the annual dinner with my parent’s long time Hongkee friends which only happened some 8pm in the night. Not that I’m in a real anticipation or excitement to meet up with them - well cause they communicate in Cantonese all the time, just can’t get what they’re talking about – but it is the only schedule of my day. And that left me clueless and really mundane.
Which eventually led to this.
I, the great, spent 2 hours of my precious life taking an afternoon nap. WILLINGLY. I ought to be shot. Under usual circumstances, afternoon nap is a ban to my life. It’s a really debatable issue here. To others (hello Shan!), a nap is almost like a life necessity or a human battery cell recharge time to help them keep going through their day. To me, nap time is wasted time that can be better spent on doing other stuff. Even if these other stuff would mean to be really unimportant. SOOOO, I’m truly turning nuts for spending two hours of my life on a nap.
Moving On.
It is quite a relief that results would only be released in March. All that results and what-are-your-plans talk is totally avoided during this CNY. A serious relief for someone like me. But there’s something that I seriously couldn’t understand about my Mom. It’s common for you to raise topics about your children in conversations with friends and family, that I understand. What I couldn’t understand is her willingness to discuss about her rejection to my suggestions of leaving for Switzerland to study. In times of such uncertainty I wouldn’t reveal what I initially intended to study on. Well but if you’re knowledgeable enough, it should be quite obvious by now. And guess what, whenever she brings up this issue for discussion, the only respond that I would hear from the crowd is encouragement for her to send me out for exposure. Bloody annoying. This unnecessary conversation cannot help but ignite some hope and memories of tough times. Bloody hell, ignorant adults. Surprise? Don’t be, you read me.
You know, every time before I make a post, I would read through my post several times. I would also regularly vet through my blog. Shan ever asked me (or actually she did so just last night) on why I would do this when I told her about it. And I found my answer to her question last night rather awesome. I said, “I have to make sure that I’m interested in my own post, if not how is it suppose to interest others?” I sound mad serious about maintaining tawnypumpkins don’t I?
So true enough, I’ve read through this post for about 3 times and I have to say, it sounds as boring as my life right now.
Man, I need to be occupied.
