I’ve decided on what to do on Wednesday.
Back last year I requested for no celebration, why yes, on an assumption that there might be one. Reason being for it is that I want to have a feel of what exactly is it like to feel stranded, isolated and alone. Those mad emo feelings you get when you think that the whole entire world has left you aside. Not that it was quite a successful one but I did get a semi emotional hit by it. But it’s really not that big a deal.
This is year, I’ve decided to hit the theaters on my own. Somewhere pretty far but surrounded by malls so that I can pick out a present for myself all at one go. It’s only Sunday so plans are still pretty raw. It could be cooked (haha, just want to link it) if I book the tickets but somehow I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I’ve always wanted to go moving watching on my own. People always say that it’s an activity meant for two. And simply because I want to prove it likewise, that’s why I’ve always wanted to do it own my own. Close similar to the reason of requesting for a no-celebration. But that is only if you are intelligent enough to link it then maybe you’ll understand.
We’ll see if plans would materialise on Wednesday. For all you know I might just end up staying at home, cozying up in front of the television.
It takes effort and confidence to be able to stride through the happy ongoing crowd.
